kaleighc

So I purplefied my room :) . I got sheets and a new lamp yay!

Today I'm cleaning , organizing and douching out my room . ...I have slacked and it a mess now . I bought a futon Thursday :) .My airbed was not working out , I also bought some new curtains to match my Purpleness of my room LOL. If you were to go in my room you might think I'm a purple people eater LOL . I got a laptop desk to ,Its smaller than my other one which is good cuz my space is limited . The futon is not the most comfortable thing I've slept on but its better than waking up in a pretzel cuz my air-bed decides to deflate in the middle of the night LOL . I made this comic with a pic I took :) ..

Im all out of faith, this is how I feel
Im cold and I am shamed lying naked on the floor
Illusion never changed into something real
Im wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is torn
Youre a little late, Im already torn

So I guess the fortune tellers right
Should have seen just what was there and not some holy light
To crawl beneath my veins and now
I dont care, I have no luck, I dont miss it all that much
Theres just so many things that I cant touch, Im torn

Im all out of faith, this is how I feel
Im cold and I am shamed lying naked on the floor
Illusion never changed into something real
Im wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is torn
Youre a little late, Im already torn. torn.

One of my favorite songs ...and apparently speaks for how I feel right now

Soooo sleepy . ...MONDAYS SUCK ! lol. I had a good weekend :) went to a family event and had loads of fun :) .

So sleepy ...Up till like 4 am blah ...just woke up and looked at how I'm doing on I beat you ...I entered this morning at 4 am for the best sleepy look LOL .. . If you want you can vote for me :) ...Anywho ...Its saturday thank god :) . Hope you guys have a great weekend <3


VOTE FOR ME PLLEEEEZ

I use Photo shop and poser ,and my stuff I make is all on my deviant art page . Unfortunately not all of my stuff is . My External Drive is broken and I can't get to some of my stuff I made . Well I hope you guys have a chance to visit my page :) ...

http://kcharmed.deviantart.com/gallery/

I never have any one to talk to when I'm upset or need someone ...come to think of it lately no one is there . I just get ignored and put aside . I talk with someone and then there gone .. poof gone like oh kaleigh wants to talk quick leave . I feel like the world is turning its back on me ... Thats fine ... used to it anyway ..dont know why I expect to have anyone there for me ..even tho I'm 100% there for them .. No matter what ... But when it comes to me ...I'm just the nice girl who gets fucked every time . I would say I'm done being nice but I can't ...Impossible for me to not care or help someone I have in my life ... Its my curse I guess . It hurts so much as I fall and I have no hand to help me ...

My luck fails me every time ...Thats even if I had luck to begin with . MY Iphone is yet again ...not working . I just replaced it with a new one last night and its already doing the same thing as the old one did . NOW I'm so angry and upset about my situation I broke down and cried cuz I can never have a good thing for to long ..and I don't just mean my Iphone ...Practically everything turns out like my Iphone ...Sucks so much . I can't be happy for one day ...Its not allowed I guess. I wish I could just keep a good thing and hold on to it for once . :(

I have gotten my Iphone back :) now i feel whole again LOL . I think the main reason why I missed it so much was cuz I didn't have my music with me ....I listen to my Iphone more than I use any other feature ,and with out it I felt BLAH. Its going to take 2 hours for me to put all my music back on :( but I'm patient. I also got new sneakers finally ..my other ones where just gone ...so I got a pair of really cool Etnies ...I took a pic and will put it with the post . :) Today should be a great day :) , after work I have a family / work event to goto :) can't wait ...its at a baseball game . Sorry my pics a ls lil blurry :/